Last Night Story... Family, Religi, Self Instropection

Hola! ^_^ ~ mo posting lg aah...

Spt biasa w balik mlm dianter ma misua w (eits! jgn salah... qt blom nikah loch, cm suka ajah manggil dy misua... suamiku... istriku... ky uler putih ajah ... jgn nanya dah kawin blom? pertanyaan yg salah!! pagi" dh error!! ), sampe rumah lsg mandi + mam. Maony seh rehat, stel mp3 ato nemenin mamih nntn soulmate, eh ade w komplit pake muka cemberut menghadang... 'Ada tugas, besok dikumpulin.. bantuin dong c!' serbunya, hufff... w mo rehat neeeeh, w pikir tp liad dy yg dah bimoli gitu +didesek mamih mo ndk mo bantuin jg dech.

Jam 20.30 ketikan tugas ne udh slese, tp mslhny qt blom pny printer so cepet" deh dy ke rental wat ngeprint. Jam 9.30 balik & spt dugaan w balik" dr rental kerjaan dy blom kelar yg ada bimoliny +mancung, nah beneran!! Ywdh, w bantuin cari kertas bufallo di minimarket terdekat, pdhl pas kluwar rmh udah gerimis. Liad muka ade w yg panik mo ndak mo musti tenang"in diri drpd ikud esmosi (scr w dah cape, org cape lbh ceped esmosi.. palagi ktambahan jutek, komplit pake telor dah ).
Bufallo ndk ada yg juwal, w cari di 3minimarket ndak punya smuwa, untung diminimarket langganan w ada map yg bahan kertasne mirip bufallo (emg bufallo kaleee ). Tinggal lakban itemny, jam segitu yg mase buka cm 3 minimarket ituw & tiga"ny ndak punya!! Weqs, mlai panas jg neyh w .
Br mikir gmn bikin cover, kluwar minimarket ujan gede... untung ndak basah" bgd (w sering kena migren klu basah pala w kena ujan, lo gitu ndk?) hufff br mo gondok ade w udah ngeluh doloan 'duuh, ndk ngedukung bgt seeh! besok dikumpulin neyh, mana cover blom jadi, ujan lgi.. c, gmn doong' rengeknya. Sambil nunggu ujan w diemin ajah tuh rengekannya, sambil mikir mo kmana lg abiz neyh. Finally... since last time i've remembered HIM, i prayed 'Dear GOD.. i know u can hear me, sincerelly i just wanna help up my brother, upon my mistakes i've done would u spare me this time so i can help him does his home work? Sp please cease the rain so we can carry on the job...' and u know what? HE granted my wish, the rain've stopped!

Lanjut cari bantuan yg punya printer wat ngprint dirumahny, akhirny maen ke rmh cc w wat numpang ngprint, jam 10 lebih br slese lsg balik ke rmh. Di rmh ade w mase aja cemberut, bikin BT ajah. Ditegor mamih jg cm mundur dikit bimoliny, jd bikin w usap" dada lg... sabaarr... sabarrr... klu ndak sabar bs" w ikutan esmosi ntar. Guntingin kertas yg mo dijilid aja dy blg ndk bsm takut ndak rapih (duuuh manjane... ky gini kali y prasaan org yg w manjain, moga ndk bikin mrk kapok wat w manja"in )

Done! jam 23.00 kerjaan akhirne slese, w jilid in seadane krn ndk ada lakban item sdg ade msti blajar wat try out besokny. Fiuhh.. akhirne w bs rehat bentar, ambil segelas aer putih dingin sambil nemenin mamih w nonton tv, cetrak/e aja gonta/i channel ndk ada yg bagus.
So, sambil ngobrol" ma mamaih yg lg nemenin ade w blajar mikir jg dech w nya. W msti jd lbh kuat, lbh bs dihandalkan... scr w jd penanggung jwb di rmh bantuin mamih +jd bokap jg wat ade w yg mase manja meski dh SMU jg.

One of the main reasons why people dun wanna know me too much, i hav such a messed-up family, messed-up life. Just few people really wanna be my friends even know my condition, so pls dont take it wrong if i'm so hard to accept anyone just to make friendship.

Life is not easy, but Life is Beautiful... Enjoy it, Gratefull 4it... find any ways to enjoy ur life!!
Anyone... THANKS 4 ur LOVE ^_^, THANKS!!!
Mom, bro... Love U...

~~~Ivy~~~